I don't know what to write...

Sometimes,  I just want to be seen, not judged!

I actually don't understand myself, and that's normal. But that's not really the problem. The problem is that I suddenly changed my mind. Suddenly, I thought of my life, and realisation hit me hard. Actually, sometimes, I just wanna build my ideas, helping others with those. Then I remember that my family deserves a good grade too. So I have to work hard. Seeing others balancing both their dream and their family's dreams, I got the inspiration to get myself back. I want to talk to my family about that, but I thought they would reject me, and it'll also hurt them. Sometimes, I couldn't take the load. I just thought if anyone doesn't tell me to leave, one or rather, explain from their own viewpoints. 


Now, if I say no one sees me, that would be a terrible lie. Cause I got myself noticed often. But despite of this, I want someone to read my diary and just see rather than judge me.

                                                                                            ---- KhSuraiya